tersaput mendung

Entah kenapa, setiap saya ingin menumpahkan segala mendung di hati ini, jemari saya berubah kaku. Saya tak mampukah? Sekedar menuliskan kalau saya sedang sedih. Hehehe... tuh kan saya malah ketawa...

Entah. Mungkin karena saya pikir saya tak lantas harus bersedih untuk satu dua hal yang memang menggores hati saya. Karena begitu banyak hal yang mestinya saya syukuri.

Oooh.. jadi ga nyambung gini.
Oke? Memang lagi sedih kenapa yanti? emm... emmm... tuh kan saya tak bisa bercerita. Bahkan menuliskannya dalam diary pun sy tak bisa. Jujur sekarang sy kangennn sekali dengan shalat. Kangen curhat dengannya. Duuuh... jadi ingat curhat anti bete deh.

Eh, ada lirik bagus nih. Dari Zain Bikha..

When you feel all alone in this world
...And there’s nobody to count your tears
Just remember no matter where you are
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you’re carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road you take
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Chorus:
(Cause) No matter what, inside or out
There’s one thing of which there’s no doubt
Allah knows, Allah knows.

And whatever lies in the heavens and the Earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon shout it to everyone
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch your glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Chorus
When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows, Allah knows.

See we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs never fret never frown
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Chorus 2x
Every grain of sands in every desert plants
He knows…
Every sheet of palm, every closed hand
He knows…
Every sparkling tear on every eye lash
He knows…
Every thought I had and every word I share
He knows…
Allah knows…